Schools starting again. For the last time.
I like my friends. They're fun. We drew on the side walk with chalk because we're so bad ass.
I rearranged my room last night. Its small so I don't have much to work with but it was fun. Its nice to have a change.
I still haven't found my place here, but I've stopped looking and have started creating.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
draft..
1. Drank alcohol? check
2. Cried? yup
3. Kissed anyone? tehe yeah
4. Been on a vacation to a different state/province? nope
5. Been on a vacation to a different country? nope
6. Been to the beach? yuppers
7. Been to the boardwalk ? ...?
8. picked flowers? mm dont think so :(
9. Died your hair? nope
10. slept all day? haha yeah actually :)
11. Had a sleepover? haha maybe a couple ;p
12. Stayed up all night? perdy much.. :/
13. Slept in your mom/dads bed? no .. ACUTALLY! KIND OF !! :P
14. Went in a pool? course
15. Without a bathing suit? not exactly
16. Been on the computer a lot? yuppers
17. Played video games? i dont know if ive even played one :S
18. Listened to an ipod/mp3 player? yup
19. Been on over 30 car rides? hmm probs? dont count
20. Been grounded: nope :)
21. Been to a party? mmmm yup :)
22. Taken pictures? course
23. Been dumped? nope :)
24. Lied? who keeps track?
25. Done anything against the law? hmm nothing but the norm
26. Been camping? ... not really.
27. Got in a fight? nope :)
29. Stayed at a hotel? nooope
30. Talked on the phone all night? nooope
31. Went shopping? YUP :)
34. Asked someone out? no
35. Got in a car with a stranger? hmmm nope ?
36. Lost someone close? NO THANK GOD!
37. Had someone sleep in your bed? yuppers
38. Been to a movie? yes maam
39. Been to a club? nope
40. Slept in? maybe once :P
41. Got tanned? YEAH KINDA :)
42. Watched TV for more than 5 hours? NOPE
44. Tried something new? course.. !
45. Did homework? no thanks :)
46. Learned something new? course
47. Driven? yes thank you
48. Eaten out? yup yup
49. Went surfing? nooooooooo :(
50. Went dancing? not really
51. Been to a concert? naw
52. Quoted a movie? ?
53. Played with fire? course
54. Gained weight? who knows.
55. Made new friends? yup :)
56. Had a night that you won't forget? fo sho
57. Done something you regret? never.
58. Had some lazy days? yup yup :)
59. Been to a lake? yup yup :)
60. Started liking someone new? nope. not really.
2. Cried? yup
3. Kissed anyone? tehe yeah
4. Been on a vacation to a different state/province? nope
5. Been on a vacation to a different country? nope
6. Been to the beach? yuppers
7. Been to the boardwalk ? ...?
8. picked flowers? mm dont think so :(
9. Died your hair? nope
10. slept all day? haha yeah actually :)
11. Had a sleepover? haha maybe a couple ;p
12. Stayed up all night? perdy much.. :/
13. Slept in your mom/dads bed? no .. ACUTALLY! KIND OF !! :P
14. Went in a pool? course
15. Without a bathing suit? not exactly
16. Been on the computer a lot? yuppers
17. Played video games? i dont know if ive even played one :S
18. Listened to an ipod/mp3 player? yup
19. Been on over 30 car rides? hmm probs? dont count
20. Been grounded: nope :)
21. Been to a party? mmmm yup :)
22. Taken pictures? course
23. Been dumped? nope :)
24. Lied? who keeps track?
25. Done anything against the law? hmm nothing but the norm
26. Been camping? ... not really.
27. Got in a fight? nope :)
29. Stayed at a hotel? nooope
30. Talked on the phone all night? nooope
31. Went shopping? YUP :)
34. Asked someone out? no
35. Got in a car with a stranger? hmmm nope ?
36. Lost someone close? NO THANK GOD!
37. Had someone sleep in your bed? yuppers
38. Been to a movie? yes maam
39. Been to a club? nope
40. Slept in? maybe once :P
41. Got tanned? YEAH KINDA :)
42. Watched TV for more than 5 hours? NOPE
44. Tried something new? course.. !
45. Did homework? no thanks :)
46. Learned something new? course
47. Driven? yes thank you
48. Eaten out? yup yup
49. Went surfing? nooooooooo :(
50. Went dancing? not really
51. Been to a concert? naw
52. Quoted a movie? ?
53. Played with fire? course
54. Gained weight? who knows.
55. Made new friends? yup :)
56. Had a night that you won't forget? fo sho
57. Done something you regret? never.
58. Had some lazy days? yup yup :)
59. Been to a lake? yup yup :)
60. Started liking someone new? nope. not really.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
ALLELUAH
I AM AT A CABIN IN CULTUS WITH MY BESTIE RAVEN. SHE IS FARTING RIGHT NOW. She just slapped her ass. WHAT a weirdo.
WE PARTIED LAST NIGHT! HOLLA! But not actually. We just went for a walk with a couple of drunk guys. One was cute and sweet and the other of course was a creep. Good times. I feel bad for Raven because it was her shoulder that the creeps arm was over and it was her boob that he grabbed. Will, the cute and sweet one, had his arm around moi and was very enticing. Before long we met up with a couple of sixteen year old girls who were about as wasted as the guys so little miss sober Raven and I decided to peace it. The good thing about the night was that we met some neighbours. Cute neighbours. Can you believe it?
I am seventeen. I have my best friend by my side. We're staying at a cabin right by the lake. As we were coming back to the cabin to make our curfew we bumped into a group of muscley men. They turned out to be our neighbours.
WE PARTIED LAST NIGHT! HOLLA! But not actually. We just went for a walk with a couple of drunk guys. One was cute and sweet and the other of course was a creep. Good times. I feel bad for Raven because it was her shoulder that the creeps arm was over and it was her boob that he grabbed. Will, the cute and sweet one, had his arm around moi and was very enticing. Before long we met up with a couple of sixteen year old girls who were about as wasted as the guys so little miss sober Raven and I decided to peace it. The good thing about the night was that we met some neighbours. Cute neighbours. Can you believe it?
I am seventeen. I have my best friend by my side. We're staying at a cabin right by the lake. As we were coming back to the cabin to make our curfew we bumped into a group of muscley men. They turned out to be our neighbours.
Monday, August 9, 2010
XD
"I have heard there are troubles of more than one kind.
Some come from ahead and some come from behind.
But I've bought a big bat. I'm all ready you see.
Now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!"
~ Dr. Seuss
Some come from ahead and some come from behind.
But I've bought a big bat. I'm all ready you see.
Now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!"
~ Dr. Seuss
FREAK.
I can't even say.
I can't even say.
Its scary. Its tempting. It could be wonderful. It would just be a little called my dream.
I can't even say.
Its scary. Its tempting. It could be wonderful. It would just be a little called my dream.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. ~Arthur McAuliff
Try to discover
The road to success
And you'll seek but never find,
But blaze your own path
And the road to success
Will trail right behind.
~Robert Brault
I dread success. To have succeeded is to have finished one's business on earth, like the male spider, who is killed by the female the moment he has succeeded in courtship. I like a state of continual becoming, with a goal in front and not behind. ~George Bernard Shaw, 28 August 1896
Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.
How can they say my life is not a success? Have I not for more than sixty years got enough to eat and escaped being eaten? ~Logan Smith
Success and failure. We think of them as opposites, but they're really not. They're companions - the hero and the sidekick. ~Laurence Shames
"Would you like me to give you a formula for success? It's quite simple, really. Double your rate of failure. You are thinking of failure as the enemy of success. But it isn't at all. You can be discouraged by failure or you can learn from it, So go ahead and make mistakes. Make all you can. Because remember that?s where you will find success."
- Thomas J. Watson
A successful man is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks others have thrown at him.
David Brinkley
In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure.
Bill Cosby
When you feel like a failure, rejoice.
It means you have taken the first step towards success.
-ME ;P
I was thinking that this weekend was a success! I spent it with Raven, and it was awesome. I was so happy :)
So I google-ed some quotes about success to go with the blog.. I don't think any of them fit, but they're inspiring :)
The road to success
And you'll seek but never find,
But blaze your own path
And the road to success
Will trail right behind.
~Robert Brault
I dread success. To have succeeded is to have finished one's business on earth, like the male spider, who is killed by the female the moment he has succeeded in courtship. I like a state of continual becoming, with a goal in front and not behind. ~George Bernard Shaw, 28 August 1896
Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.
How can they say my life is not a success? Have I not for more than sixty years got enough to eat and escaped being eaten? ~Logan Smith
Success and failure. We think of them as opposites, but they're really not. They're companions - the hero and the sidekick. ~Laurence Shames
"Would you like me to give you a formula for success? It's quite simple, really. Double your rate of failure. You are thinking of failure as the enemy of success. But it isn't at all. You can be discouraged by failure or you can learn from it, So go ahead and make mistakes. Make all you can. Because remember that?s where you will find success."
- Thomas J. Watson
A successful man is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks others have thrown at him.
David Brinkley
In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure.
Bill Cosby
When you feel like a failure, rejoice.
It means you have taken the first step towards success.
-ME ;P
I was thinking that this weekend was a success! I spent it with Raven, and it was awesome. I was so happy :)
So I google-ed some quotes about success to go with the blog.. I don't think any of them fit, but they're inspiring :)
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Dream.
I'm laying here, waiting for my mom to come tuck me in. I want her to sit near me and ask me about my day. I want to pray with her and sooth all my anxieties. I don't want to go to sleep before a big hug and an exchange of "I love you"s. I'm waiting for my sister to hop into bed and for us to start a long conversation about whatever's on our mind. Even if we were to argue, its a real interaction. I'm tired of the small talk.
Monday, August 2, 2010
WEEKEND.
SOOO I was at another cabin this weekend. It was pretty fantastic.
The only downside is that I didn't have any friends with me. There wasn't really room for anyone to come though... and plus there were times when I got to visit with cousins I hadn't seen in a long time that I probably wouldn't have taken advantage of if I'd had friends with me.
I love my cabin. I read. Went fishing. Hung out with this guy named Vince. He had boys my age which he introduced me to and they weren't bad at all.. but I wasn't interested. They were shy and I just didn't care.
Got up there Friday night and went to bed.
Saturday went fishing a lot with Vince and Geoff and Diane. Ate, read and went for walks. Diane had baked cookies!
Sunday I went to Church with my Aunt, Uncle and cousins. It was kinda cool, I like the little town. Played with my little cousin Kadence on the way there and slept on the drive back (its about an hours drive into town - left at 8 and got back just before 12).
I ate some more, went fishing again? but didn't catch anything; as usual. Went to help set up for the fishing derby bbq thing with the cousins that I live with (Geoff was the chairman of the fishing derby). Ended up just sitting around with a bunch of adults, listening to their conversation. Floated around on the lake on this blowed up 'relaxation station'. Then actually started setting up for this thing.
Listened to Geoff talk and give out awards. I won a sudoko book and Diane won chairs (which she sold for $50). I ate some more. It was open bar and when I asked, Diane said it was okay if I went up and asked for a cooler. It was funny because she was half encouraging me and half discouraging me ;P I ended up with 3 by the end. They were yummy. I hung out some more with some cousins I hadn't seen in awhile and before I knew it the 'party' was over. There were surprisingly a lot of people around my age, but they were all with friends. If I had had a friend with me maybe I would've gone and mingled or something - at least with the guys - but I was too outnumbered :P
There was this one black guy though that I kept looking at, and he kept smiling back, so if the party was longer I probably could have made a friend. He was cute :)
Went back to my place and snuck a beer :O Chugged it before anyone could find me. Went over and nagged my cousin to go cliff jumping. We did. It was awesome.
Came back and had another beer - with permission (though Geoff didn't know about all the earlier ones). So now we're up to 5. Didn't chug this one, but drank it fairly fast and by this time it was showing.
Went back and hung out... I had been pretty bored but now was enjoying myself quite a bit :P Its funny how alcohol automatically makes things more enjoyable.
The kids wanted me to take them swimming. I did go in the water for a bit, but then the got tired of it.
I met a new 6 month old cousin for the first time! He was ADORABLE.
Eventually, Geoff kept going on about how I was about to pass out and how I should go to bed.. I kept saying I was fine and wasn't near that .. he asked me how I knew.. I shut up :P Apparently I'm not AS much of a loudmouth when I'm drunk anymore. I had a terrible sleep.
Today I woke up early and went for a hike with two of my older cousins. It was a blast! Holy smokes! It was beautiful. We hiked up to old chimney rock, something I've been staring at since I was born. The whole thing took us 6 hours! When I say its a hike, I'm not lying. We were sweating. Personally, I thought it was good bonding time! Both of them aren't actually related to me. They're husbands of my cousins and I've barely spent time with them so I definitely got to know them a little bit better. They were really funny and super nice. My cousins know how to pick 'im ;)
Once we got back, I ate, chatted, looked at the pictures we took, played a game of Candyland, napped, packed up, ate and hit the road. Slept most of the way here (4 hour drive) so I don't feel so bad that its midnight now and I have to work tomorrow morning.
Goodnight world. .. well.. Raven <3 :)
The only downside is that I didn't have any friends with me. There wasn't really room for anyone to come though... and plus there were times when I got to visit with cousins I hadn't seen in a long time that I probably wouldn't have taken advantage of if I'd had friends with me.
I love my cabin. I read. Went fishing. Hung out with this guy named Vince. He had boys my age which he introduced me to and they weren't bad at all.. but I wasn't interested. They were shy and I just didn't care.
Got up there Friday night and went to bed.
Saturday went fishing a lot with Vince and Geoff and Diane. Ate, read and went for walks. Diane had baked cookies!
Sunday I went to Church with my Aunt, Uncle and cousins. It was kinda cool, I like the little town. Played with my little cousin Kadence on the way there and slept on the drive back (its about an hours drive into town - left at 8 and got back just before 12).
I ate some more, went fishing again? but didn't catch anything; as usual. Went to help set up for the fishing derby bbq thing with the cousins that I live with (Geoff was the chairman of the fishing derby). Ended up just sitting around with a bunch of adults, listening to their conversation. Floated around on the lake on this blowed up 'relaxation station'. Then actually started setting up for this thing.
Listened to Geoff talk and give out awards. I won a sudoko book and Diane won chairs (which she sold for $50). I ate some more. It was open bar and when I asked, Diane said it was okay if I went up and asked for a cooler. It was funny because she was half encouraging me and half discouraging me ;P I ended up with 3 by the end. They were yummy. I hung out some more with some cousins I hadn't seen in awhile and before I knew it the 'party' was over. There were surprisingly a lot of people around my age, but they were all with friends. If I had had a friend with me maybe I would've gone and mingled or something - at least with the guys - but I was too outnumbered :P
There was this one black guy though that I kept looking at, and he kept smiling back, so if the party was longer I probably could have made a friend. He was cute :)
Went back to my place and snuck a beer :O Chugged it before anyone could find me. Went over and nagged my cousin to go cliff jumping. We did. It was awesome.
Came back and had another beer - with permission (though Geoff didn't know about all the earlier ones). So now we're up to 5. Didn't chug this one, but drank it fairly fast and by this time it was showing.
Went back and hung out... I had been pretty bored but now was enjoying myself quite a bit :P Its funny how alcohol automatically makes things more enjoyable.
The kids wanted me to take them swimming. I did go in the water for a bit, but then the got tired of it.
I met a new 6 month old cousin for the first time! He was ADORABLE.
Eventually, Geoff kept going on about how I was about to pass out and how I should go to bed.. I kept saying I was fine and wasn't near that .. he asked me how I knew.. I shut up :P Apparently I'm not AS much of a loudmouth when I'm drunk anymore. I had a terrible sleep.
Today I woke up early and went for a hike with two of my older cousins. It was a blast! Holy smokes! It was beautiful. We hiked up to old chimney rock, something I've been staring at since I was born. The whole thing took us 6 hours! When I say its a hike, I'm not lying. We were sweating. Personally, I thought it was good bonding time! Both of them aren't actually related to me. They're husbands of my cousins and I've barely spent time with them so I definitely got to know them a little bit better. They were really funny and super nice. My cousins know how to pick 'im ;)
Once we got back, I ate, chatted, looked at the pictures we took, played a game of Candyland, napped, packed up, ate and hit the road. Slept most of the way here (4 hour drive) so I don't feel so bad that its midnight now and I have to work tomorrow morning.
Goodnight world. .. well.. Raven <3 :)
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