Tuesday, January 26, 2010

quotes quotes quotes

*it don't have to be perdy; it just has to be loud -Mike Patin *an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind -Gandhi *you must be the change you want to see in the world -Gandhi WWJD *What would Jesus do? *dont be afraid to be who you are because those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind -Dr.Seuss *a persons a person, no matter how small -Dr.Seuss *one is never fully dressed without a smile *You don't have to hold the lead as long as you have the courage to come from behind. *to the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world *whether you think you can or cant, your right. *life is like a taxi; the meter keeps a-ticking whether your going somewhere or just standing still *the world can be a beautiful fairytale but is of little use to those who can't read it *There is no cure for birth and death save to enjoy the interval. - George Santayana Happy moments---PRAISE GOD, Difficult moments--- SEEK GOD, Quiet moments-WORSHIP GOD, Painful moments---TRUST GOD, Every moment--- THANK GOD *Time flies like an arrow. Fruit flies like a banana. - Groucho Marx *A diamond cannot be polished without friction, nor a man perfected without trials. - Chinese Proverb *Our birth is nothing but our death begun. - Bishop Hall *“So many tangles in life are ultimately hopeless that we have no appropriate sword other than laughter.” *Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling. It's just some people hide it better than others. *You were born an original. Don't die a copy. - John Mason *Borrow money from pessimists-they don't expect it back. *I'm not afraid of the gun in my hand, I'm not afraid of dying, I'm just afraid of the pain it will bring to see my loved ones crying. *Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong. *Time is the best teacher; unfortunately it kills all of its students. *It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. *I used to have a handle on life, and then it broke. *You may live longer than I do, but I will live more. -James McConnell *My life is my message. -Ghandi *Happiness is a direction, not a place. -Syndey J. Harris *Our life is what our thoughts make it. -Marcus Aurelius *A human life is a story told by God. -Hans Christian Andersen *We must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey. - Kenji Miyazawa *So don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for today.(Matthew 6:34) *The best thing to hold onto in this world is each other. *Eat well. Stay fit. Die anyway.

the holiday =)

I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

Monday, January 25, 2010

how am do you expect me to put off studying?

PEOPLE WRITE SOME NEW POSTS. YOU PROBABLY NEVER COME ON HERE AND THATS WHY YOU DON'T WRITE NEW POSTS, SO THIS MESSAGE WILL BE TOTALLY POINTLESS ANYWAYS BUT IF YOU DO READ THIS KEEP UP YOUR BLOGS CUZ I'M NOSY AND REALLY ENJOY READING THEM :D

Friday, January 22, 2010

I like talking.

The Challenge

by: Jim Rohn


Let others lead small lives,
But not you.
Let others argue over small things,
But not you.
Let others cry over small hurts,
But not you.
Let others leave their future
In someone else's hands,
But not you.

Just One
Unknown

One song can spark a moment,
One flower can wake the dream
One tree can start a forest,
One bird can herald spring.

One smile begins a friendship,
One handclasp lifts a soul.
One star can guide a ship at sea,
One word can frame the goal

One vote can change a nation,
One sunbeam lights a room
One candle wipes out darkness,
One laugh will conquer gloom.

One step must start each journey.
One word must start each prayer.
One hope will raise our spirits,
One touch can show you care.

One voice can speak with wisdom,
One heart can know what's true,

One life can make a difference,
You see, it's up to you!


I'm afraid that I will fight with my parents when I go to stay with them this weekend. I have a feeling there will be tears, from who, I'm not sure yet. I don't want to have me little sister see me like that and I don't want my brother to have to hide in his room. I don't want to be walking the streets in the middle of the night wondering what to do. I also am planning on telling somebody something that definitely will not put a smile on their face. I'm sure that will go over fine. I told her today and was glad that I did.

they're here. should start packing :S

Thursday, January 21, 2010

see you later?

I had a pretty good day today. Now I'm just being mopey. I miss everyone.


Wednesday, January 20, 2010

GREATNESS

I've had an awesome day. Just thought I'd put that out there. I have to get down to work unfortunatly, 2 hours of homework to do and its already 11.
Things that went awesome for me today:
1)don't think I failed my physics test
2)at least 4 people complemented me on my new haircut : )
3)I thought I was doing bad on the thing I'm working on in art but at least 4 people complemented me on it today
4)spent quality time with my little cousins
5)job interview went well
6)felt like an old pro at coaching soccer today.. gave a good pep-talk
7)worked out this morning, walked to and from school, and took the dog for a half an hour walk
8)went to youth group and had a good talk
9)good weather
10)lots of water and vegies today. a lot of chocolate too.


Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Chin up Wilber

So don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for today.(Matthew 6:34)

Things have been going fairly awesome for me. Have been for awhile. Sure theres downsides to enough things but theres also up sides : )
This last weekend I went up to my family cabin and did a lot of fun things, I really enjoyed it! Skated on the lake that had frozen over, drove on the highway for the first time (100km/h!!!), had smores and enough food for like 3 people ;D. It was great. I think I had a bit too much thinking time though because I began to feel quite low. I can spiral down fairly fast and my mood turned from bored to bad. It stuck with me when I got back and was even worse yesterday. I've been able to be so positive so far this year and my moods are WAY higher :D It's amazing how much I've grown :D .. Sometimes I get pretty afraid of going back to where I used to be, and yesterday, even this morning, I was afraid that I had 'fallen off the wagon'. I know I'm going to be fine though because I've slowly changed things today and at the moment I'm feeling much better. I don't know if I can explain how big this is for me! :)


Tuesday, January 12, 2010

2.5 hours

I'm going off of 2.5 hours of sleep. Woke up at 6am, it is now 12:30. I do not know why I am so silly. I still have to do my physics project. I think I've figured out why I spend so much time online. Yes yes there are the obvious reasons; keep in touch with friends and pass the time. More than that though, I find myself looking for inspiration. It's crazy I know. People look at the wonders of nature to be inspired, and I browse the web. Don't ask me what I mean, I'm half asleep.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

FIRST FOLLOWER

YAY :D Holly read my blog. I am inspired. Okay, maybe she didn't read my blog, but she is now a follower. maybe she'll read them now! yay holly! this will be a good usage of your time :)
i have to pee. but im talking to meh boyfriend on webcam, so ill wait :) i wonder how late ill stay up tonight.
I'm also talking to Holly. She makes me happy. I love her so much. I miss her. I'm talking to Josie too. I miss her as well.
I haven't done my homework yet. Its almost 1 in the morning.
Taylor was brought up. I don't like him. I guess that's okay.
I like that he's not dating Catherine anymore.
I still have to pee. It's 1:15 now.
Alrighty so I went pee. It's now 1:32 in the morning. I also washed my face! and did other stuff. I didnt spent that whole entire time on the toilet.
Well goodnight world. .. or holly ;P

WHATEVER

why did i say that? :S
gah! why isn't he responding!?!!?!? AHHHH!!
oh well.
this is my first blog. im reading a book right now thats a diary, kinda like a blog and it's quite funny. i like reading other people's blogs and people always ask me whats new with me, so why not just keep a blog so i dont have to KEEP REPEATING MYSELF. this is my first blog. im reading a book right now thats a diary, kinda like a blog and it's quite funny. i like reading other people's blogs and people always ask me whats new with me, so why not just keep a blog so i dont have to KEEP REPEATING MYSELF. ;)
though i doubt anyone will read this. it would be cool if you did : ) .. though i say things to some people that i dont say to others... cuz theres some things i dont want some people to know, and some things i want to blab on about with others.
ah well. no one will read this anyways :)

hrm. don't have much to say. this is a bloody good start don't you think?
just enjoying life. perdy much. its good today. well it was good, then bad, and now its good again. but thats cuz im not thinking, as soon as i turn my brain on and start thinking about hwmk then im screwed. but im savouring it for now :) and sneaking chocolate.