Things have been going fairly awesome for me. Have been for awhile. Sure theres downsides to enough things but theres also up sides : )
This last weekend I went up to my family cabin and did a lot of fun things, I really enjoyed it! Skated on the lake that had frozen over, drove on the highway for the first time (100km/h!!!), had smores and enough food for like 3 people ;D. It was great. I think I had a bit too much thinking time though because I began to feel quite low. I can spiral down fairly fast and my mood turned from bored to bad. It stuck with me when I got back and was even worse yesterday. I've been able to be so positive so far this year and my moods are WAY higher :D It's amazing how much I've grown :D .. Sometimes I get pretty afraid of going back to where I used to be, and yesterday, even this morning, I was afraid that I had 'fallen off the wagon'. I know I'm going to be fine though because I've slowly changed things today and at the moment I'm feeling much better. I don't know if I can explain how big this is for me! :)
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